im @ Amanda's, hehe

yea.... i just thought every1 would like 2 know im @ amandas. manda Pavone(Tyler Farina's gf). They make sucha cute couple. Awwe.

hehe

Wow a lot has happened since i last updated. That was like a week ago. Agian i've been really busy. Lets c... Tuesday i dont even remember wat happened, Wednesday i went home w/ daniel from skool & we went 2 go watch Diegos band. 2 of the band members didnt show up though so they didn't really practice. It was funn though. Diego autographed my boob. Hehe. FunN! Sean asked Daniel out. Poor Sean. Got rejected. Ne ways the next day Diego & Brice met me after skool. We took city bus 2 his house & did stuff. ;;) STUFF ;;) hehe. Ok...yea. On Friday amanda came home w/ me & we just hung out. She stayed the night & the next day we went 2 Nikkis & watched the hot chick. That movie is so funny. RENT IT! & 2 day @ skool was kinda boring. Didnt do ne thing outta the average. Later i might go over 2 Diego's if he ever gets home!!

diego got arrested

Like a few mins ago i was really pissed @ Diego but now im not. C he was suppose 2 meet me after skool but he didnt show up. After about 30mins of waiting i decided 2 walk home. I was really pissed. Then a lil while after i got home he called & told me he got arrested cause the police caught his friends smoking on campus. He wasnt though but he still got n trouble. Now he has 2 do 2 hrs of community service. He's like im really sorry that i couldnt c u. Soo i 4give him. How couldnt i?

!!!

I know i havnt updated n a long time but ive been soooo busy! Ok I'll start w/ Monday. I have no idea wat happened @ skool that day cause like i pay attention. But after skool i walked home & then Diego called!!! He's said he was by the pool waiting 4 me. So I went there & there he was!!! **BIG HUGGS** Then we decided 2 go 2 his house. We had time 2 kill b 4 city bus came soo we went 2 ralphs & got free cookies. Then we went 2 the tobacco zone & he got me a lighter. Then we like decided not 2 go 2 his house cause how would i get back home?? Soo we walked 2 amandas. She was asleep when we got there but we woke her up. Hehe. The time mostly consisted of amanda babbling away & me & diego making out. It was funN. Then her mom took us home. The next day(tuesday)Amanda walked home from skool w/ me & we went like walking around doing pretty much nothing. We passed the donut shop & this lady was like staring @ amanda & then she was like bitch. But it was funny cause instead of bitch it sounded like beeeich. Ha! & we were just like cracking up. We went 2 carls jr & saw honz. Yea... Then i didnt do much the next day(wednesday). Diego called & told me he was gonna meet me @ my skool after skool!! (thursday) N 6th period i was like soo hyper & excited cause i was like o..m..g! Im gonna c Diego n a few mins. Then the bell rang & i practicly ran outta the class room. Me & Amanda waited @ the tables then we saw him & his friend Brice walking. I ran up 2 Diego **BIGG HUGGS** then we started walking 2 the bus stop. It was funny. The 3 of us(Me, Diego, & Brice)were sitting there & these fire fat fire men were b hind us eating cookies. Then i was like leaning on Digo & brice comes over & grabs my boob. Diego got madd. That wasnt good. But then he was happy agian! Like an hr later the bus came & dropped us off @ Diegos house. We chilled around there & im not gonna tell u all wat happened. But it was soo awsome. Diego made me this dead kennedys patch & hes gonna sew it on my jacket.YAY!!! Then his mom took me home around 8:30. My dad started yelling @ me when i got back but i wasnt listening. Later that night when i took my jacket off my dad noticed the hikki on my shoulder from Diego. He's like wats that?? Then my mom was like did u burn yourself w/ your curling iron. I was like yea i think i did.lol. The next day(friday) I went 2 the battle of the bands. It was kinda boring. I hung out w/ Tyler & Moisis like the whole time. I saw Diego there. Chelsea says she thinks hes cheating on me w/ jackie but i trust him. I dont think he is. Yea & now here i am.

im bored

i wanna go 2 sleep. Ima go home from nikkis n may b an hour. I called Diego 11 mins late & he had already left. DAMN!! Im such a horrible person. All the hikkis that amanda,vikki, & kara gave me r gone. I need new 1s now. ;) I got squirted w/ the water guns by every 1 last night. It was funN. Yea... I ended up hanging out w/ alot of people that hated me b4 but like me now. Thats kool. Yea... Im soo bod & tired & i look like shit but thats y ima go home.

after dark was pretty funn

I finally got 2 c diego agian!!!!! YAY 4 me! He gave me a bigg hugg right when he saw me. He has a mohawk now. He's soo cute!!!!!!! He told me from noe on we're gonna like do more bf gf stuff. He's soo sweet. Ne ways.. me & nikki walked there n the rain cause we didnt have a ride & we had 2 walk back. Im like totally soaked. It sux cause my hair got wet & when my hair gets wet it looks like shit!! It was funn @ the ad. My time mainly consisted of making out w/ Diego, getting hikkis on my arms from amanda, kara, & vikki, talking 2 these mesa guyz, or fighting honz 4 my wristband. Funn. I never danced but y would i? Now im here @ nikkis house & shes asleep so im just chillin. Chelsea's not mad @ me ne more. YAY. Right now im like talking 2 tyler about bands we like. O & Diego called like 30mins ago. He's leaving 2 marrow & he'll b gone till monday. But on monday were gonna hang out & on tues we might go 2 a movie. I love him. He's soo kool! He wants me 2 call him @ 10am but im not sure if i'll wake up n time. I hope i do. I'll try but if i dont then i apologize ahead of time. But i'll try my best. Hmm wat else do i have 2 say? idk. I think ima go 2 sleep now. Good night people.

umm who ever wrote that comment 2 me is fucking stupid

some 1 left a comment 2 me & didnt leave their name. Theyre scared 2. But every 1 should look @ the comment i made 2 it. Who ever wrote it has nothing better 2 do cause theyre so pathetic so whatever. Im not even gonna talk about it ne more.

Diego's soo kool / Next years gonna suck 4 me!

I just called Diego & he said hes gonna go 2 ad!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I havent seen him since last ad but now i finally have a chance. Yea soo ne ways. This week has been ok so far. But ive realized that next year is gonna suck 4 me. All of my friends r n 8th grade or high skool so who am i gonna hang out w/ next year??? I dont have many good friends n 7th grade. Maybe I'll go 2 mesa. Make new friends. I should b going 2 high skool next year cause im like older then half the 7th grade but sadly im not. How r u people gonna survive w/ out me? JK. U'll all b having funn but i'll b a loner :(. Damn that sux!

I think Diego may finally come over 2 night

Yesterday i was really depressed 4 some reason. I never came outta my room all day. o wait no, i came out once 2 get the phone & wait by it even though no 1 called. Exept josie. Yea. Then i watched this movie that made me even more depressed. It was called "I Know My Name Is Steven". It was really sad. Then i was like crying cause Diego didnt call. Yes it sucked donkey balls. Then 2 day my dad went 2 disneyland w/ my lil sis. They said i could go but id rather stay home & get the $30 4 my ticket. O & 1 thing that is really bothering me right now is i think that chelsea is mad @ me. Dont b mad @ me chelsea. Were like really good friends. It wasnt my idea 4 nikki 2 talk 2 u. So dont b mad @ me about it. Yea i told her about nathan but i wasnt trying 2 make u mad. But any way... this morning i woke up & i looked like shit so i got n the shower. Then i got bored so i called amanda. Then i went 2 her house 4 a while & Nikki was there. It was funn. We were getting thrown off the hammic. Ha! Then they dropped me off & they might come over laters cause i have the house 2 myself. My moms n florida cheating on my dad & my dad & sister r @ disneyland so yea. I called Diego agian & he wanted me 2 meet him @ the mall but i dont have a ride. DAMN!!! I think im going out w/ him & yet i havnt seen him since ad. This is making me sooo angry! But i invited him over after he gets back from the mall & he said hed call so we'll c i guess. I really need every 1 2 cross their fingers agian plz. So yea here i am now typing. I should clean up if people r coming but im so lazy.

Every 1 stop complaining!!!!!

Her's wats really been pissing me off lately about every 1. Y the fuck is every1 complaining? Did something happen n washington that no 1 wants 2 tell me about. All these secrets going on b hind my back. I hate it. Even if they arent about me its still driving me crazy. Well anyway. Its all good. Im not depressed like every 1 else. Im gonna c Diego hopefully later! Yay!!!! & i get like $30 for staying home while my family goes 2 disneyland. Yay! I never have money. Well im gonna stop hogging the comp now. Talk 2 yas later. O but 1 more thing, Kara trust me u dont have it that bad.That thing... its no big deal trust me. U'll get over it. & dont take that offensivly either. Im not trying 2 upset u anymore then u already r.

ummm...yea

So heres wats been going on 4 the past few dayz. I cant like tell a lot of it cause peoples will get mad @ me but ill tell wat i can. Monday night i had josie stay the night & it was really boring. Then the next day i went w/ her & her family 2 lunch. Then i went 2 her house 4 a while. I got bored so i left & came home. Then i went 2 Nikki's. We bought stuff @ vons then went back 2 her house. It was really funny cause we were playing counter strike & talking like valley gurls. We were doing that all night practically. Then the next morning i came home & sat around & did nothing. Then Diego called like around 4:30 & wanted me 2 go meet him @ vons. What sucked was i had just got outta the shower & i had 2 get ready & walk all the way there from where i live which is like a 30min walk. He wanted me 2 meet him there @ around 5 but i ended up showing up @ about 5:45. He was gone :( . I met Amanda & Nikki there & then i went w/ them back 2 Nikki's house. We saw Chelsea while we were walking & she was yelling @ Amanda about some 1 being on her sn. ?? Then Amanda talked 2 her & found out it was Nikki. I hope Chelsea's not mad @ me now cause of that. Anyway then i called Diego & i guess he was kinda mad that i wasn't @ vons. But then he was like there's always 2 marrow. When i got home that night i went 2 bed really early. I woke up @ like 10 this morning ate breakfast then called Diego. He said hes gonna b around my house 2 day & we can hang out. I cant wait! This will b the 1st time ive seen him since ad. Im so happy!

ahhhhhhhhhh

DIEGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hopefully i get 2 c him 2night

So here's wat happened yesterday... Diego told me we were gonna go 2 the movies but he never called & no 1 ever picked up the fone so we didn't. I was all like im soo bored i dont wanna stay @ home 2 night so i invited Macky 2 stay the night. Right when she got here we left 2 Nikki's. Macky was being annoying all night. As we were walking she kept complaining "tell nikki's mom 2 give us a ride 2 the movies" & "im not allowed 2 cross the street". When we got 2 nikki's we walked 2 vons. When we got there there were these really hott guyz that knew diego. I was trying 2 talk 2 them but every second macky kept saying can i talk 2 u. she kept saying "we have 2 go now, wat if my brother comes." Im all like so wat if he comes?It was so annoying. Then the guyz left. We went n vons & tried 2 buy lighters but they wouldnt let us cause we arent 18. How gay. Then Macky wanted 2 go home so we had 2 walk her home. Then i went back 2 nikkis house. We were like playing counter strike all night & talking 2 people. It was fun. Then we went 2 bed @ like 3am. The next morning macky called @ like 7. I was like call me back when im awake. With n 3 hrs she called like 7 times. God!!!! Then when i woke up i called diego & he said we could do something 2 day. Like i havnt heard that a buncha times b4. But hey may b we will. So yea, thats about it.

im @ nikki's!!...

im @ nikki's!!!!! just thought ud like 2 know.

O & ...

O & 1 more thing i 4 got 2 say... I LOVE YOU Diego, Cu 2night @ the movie.xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Y cant i get a hold of Diego?

Not this agian! If we don't go 2 the movies cause i cant get a hold of him im gonna b really pissed. I already am. Y can't he just fucking call!!!!!!!!

church

I really hope Diego's been good so we can go 2 the movies 2 day. I'm gonna call him laters & c. He better b there cause i hate it when i call & he's not there. But he said that he prolly could. I can't wait 2 c him agian. I havn't seen him since the last ad. It's gonna b so funn. Sooo... anyway. I might go 2 Nikki's later. If im not busy w/ Diego. It was so funny last night when I was talking 2 her. Here's wat happened... My dad thinks that me & all my friends r devil worshipers. The slightest thing makes him angry. Like how my yahoo sn is pinkittin666. He totally freaked out when he saw that. He's all like your going 2 church 3 hrs a day every day.lol, yea right. I've never even been 2 church. But anyway, I was talking 2 Nikki & we were like cracking, she told me 2 ask my dad if i wanted 2 go 2 church w/ her. I was cracking up while i was asking & he's like ur full of shit. U can't go unless i drop u off @ the church & wait n the parking lot till u come out. Then i went back 2 my room. It was so funny cause after i hung up he's like you're joining a church 2marrow.

SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!

Well ive been looking @ every 1s journals & it looks like every 1's got somewhere 2 b. Kara,Amanda ,& Daniella r going 2 washinton, Vikki is going 2 hawii, & grant is going 2 big bear! Have funn every 1! Im going somewhere i get 2 spend time w/ Diego! I'd rather do that then go on vacation anyway. When u get back call me. My parents r gonna b outta town. Mayb i should throw a party. Only if im not busy w/ Diego.

I love you Diego!!!!!!

Finally its spring break & its starting off really well! My dad was thinking about going 2 visit my grandma's n kansas & they said i could bring a friend. I decided 2 bring Josie cause she wasn't busy. I called her Thursday night & asked if she could go but she said no. She's grounded (or so she says). Then I thought wtf am i gonna do n ks 4 a week. That'll suck donkey balls! I talked my parents n2 not making me go. I think they may still go though. Then i get the whole house 2 myself! Anyway after convincing them not 2 go out of boredizm i decided 2 call Diego. I didn't expect him 2 ansewer as usual, but this time he did! Hes like im sorry i havnt called u. He said hes been away this whole time. I know where but i cant tell u cause i dont think he wants any1 else 2 know. Then hes like ive really been wanting 2 c u again. Then he had 2 go. But the next morning he called me right when he woke up. We decided that we r gonna go c a movie 2 gether on sat. Then like b4 we hung up hes like i love u. I was like i love u 2. That was so sweet. Im so happy now! @ day is sat & right when i woke up i started getting ready 2 c him. I called but 4 times but he was never there. I was like not this agian. But like an hour ago i called agian & he was there. He's n trouble so he cant go 2 the movies 2 day. He said but if im good 2 day 2 marrow i can, so im like b good 2 day, hes like ok. So i guess were going 2 the movies 2 marrow! 2 night i might go 2 nickys if my mom says its ok. That'll b fun! I cant wait 2 c Diego 2marrow!!!!!!!!!!

IM BORED

Im really really bored this week. Sunday was a bad day 4 me. Kara asked me 2 come over & forgetting wat happened last week i did. Right when i got there we left 2 meet grant @ the park. Vicky was there 2. Then we all walked 2 kennys. Vicky left so it was just me, kara & grant. Funn:' It ended up me playing games on my cell phone 4 2hrs then walking home n the rain. It took me like 1 & a half hours 2 get home. I got totally soaked. While i was walking there were these little 5th graders & they called me a slut so i flipped them off & they started shooting me w/ a bb gun. Luckly they missed. Thanx kara. But i guess im not mad anymore. Monday sucked! Tuesday sucked! 2day sucked! Im just having a really bad week. Everything would change if diego would just fucking call.

its raining its pouring

Im so bored. I might go 2 kara's later. Yea...thats pretty much it. I guess Diego isn't gonna call. Fine he can b that way! I wish he wouldn't though i really like him still. I don't know y? I barely know him. Please Call!

where ru kayla?

So... Diego never ended up calling me yesterday:( I didn't think he would. Im just gonna stop thinking about him all day. If he calls he calls & if he doesn't he doesn't. But i really wish he would! I really like him. His dad said he might b home on monday but if not that will b the last time i call! Anyways, last night i went 2 the movies w/ kara & nicky. We saw phone booth. It was ok. Then after that we went 2 tacobell then 2 nicky's house. It was really fun. We took so many pics. I'll try 2 put them up 4 u all 2 c as soon as i can. Some of them r like really bad but o well. Theyre funny. We were playing counterstrike & i was like talking all sexy n the mic & there were these guys like really getting off w/ it.lol good times.;) We were up till like 4am & we slept till almost 2. When we woke up me & Kara went home. Kara's mom was @ the door. I sat @ the curb 4 45 mins cause my dad's stoopid! Now im @ home waiting 4 kayla 2 come over. She said she was gonna meet me @ le club like an hour ago. I stood out there 4 a while but now i went home cause i didnt c her. Macky keeps calling wanting me 2 stay the night, but im so tired. I might though because i dont wanna stay @ home.

i dont think he's ever gonna call

So 4 the past week ive done nothing but wait by the phone & call Diego every hour. Im so sad.:( I really like him & it would make me so happy if he would just call. Is it really that hard? Or 2 make it easier y can't he just ansewer the phone? Every time i call some 1 ansewers but its never him! Where the fuck does he go all day. Not just n the daytime either. I tried calling once @ midnight and still he's not there. On Monday i called @ 7am but nope still not there. This sux donkey balls!! But 1 thing that really makes me mad is im not even sure if we're going out. He asked me out & i said yes but i havent talked 2 him since Saturday & i have no way of getting a hold of him. Sux 2 b me. If any1 reading this knows how 2 get a hold of him please tell me asap! I was gonna ask if he wanted 2 go 2 the movies w/ me,kara,& grant 2 night but he's not home. Ok, so anyway...2day was boring. U don't wanna hear about it. Yesterday i stayed home from skool. No reason really i just didn't wanna go. I listened 2 cds & thought about y Diego isn't calling. That's about it. Last night i was up till like 3 watching mmusa. They played that afi video like 5 times n 3 hrs. I kinda like that song i guess. O yea... i got my hair cut on wednesday. A lot of people give me shit about it but i dont care. I like it. well g2g. cross your fingers 4 me & diego!

im so sad plz call diego!

DIEGO!!!!! CALL ME!!!!!! 907-2719.incase u lost my #.So anyway w/ that said 2 day was pretty boring. HR/talked about gift baskets,HEALTH/backpack got searched 4 a stolen wallet,MATH/text book,HISTORY/fire drill,CHORUS/sing gay songs,SCIENCE/wrote stuff about sponges,LANGUAGE/journal. Now that I've bored u 2 death i think its time i go.CALL ME DIEGO!!!!!!!!!

Diego's gonna call!yay!!!!!!!

This morning I was so sad cause i couldn't get a hold of Diego. Every time i called(which was like 30 times) no 1 would ansewer. But 2day n science Adrianna was looking @ his # & realized i was dialing it wrong. Instead of dialing 532 i dialed 523. So after skool when i was walking home i called. His sister ansewered & i told her 2 tell him 2 call me. I hope he does soon.

I LOVE DIEGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night i was @ the after dark & i met this guy named diego. Hes so hot. So now I guess we're going out! Im so happy.Im gonna c him later 2 day. thats it.laters

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